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Saturday 20 October 2012

In Memory of Muhamad Ameen Amnan - Part 2

Just nak sambung what happen after.. Part 1 boleh bace kat sini

Lepas doktor dah confirmkan "time of death" it took me a while utk berfikir.. xtau nak fikir ape..
nurse datang tanye " ade pampers tak.. baby berak" mase tuh lagi blur.. my answer " xsmpat dik nak capai ape pun" rase mase tuh mesti nurse tuh pun blur knape tanye pampers lagi..

then nurse just bersihkan arwah & balut with kain putih.. hubby dah kena pegi tunggu report doktor sbb nak kena buat report polis semua.. mama tgh sibuk call bapak kat kuching & inform semua org..

Doktor tanye if nak buat Post-Mortem tapi sbb arwah dah meninggal lebih 2jam pun xboleh nak detect sgt "Cause of death".. mmg bapak pun ckp xpayah post mortem.. for me pun mmg xsanggup la.. biar la xtau..

What the doctor cakap is most likely jantung.. sbb katenya mmg kenkadang dlm perut nampak heartbeat baby kuat sbb ade support from mum..tapi bila dah deliver.. tiub yg mengepam darah & oksigen tuh mungkin makin lama makin lemah.. lama2 x terbuka or tertutup seperti sepatutnya.. hanya tertutup.. so lame2 stop..

'Time' tuh rase mcm xtau la.. rase sangat lame.. semua org sibuk uruskan pasal arwah.. mula2 hubby nak bawak arwah balik teluk intan utk kebumi.. tapi memikirkan bapak baru nak dtg dari kch & kakak ipar pun cakap x payah.. just kebumi kat klang & nnt Parents in law akan dtg dari teluk intan.. so decission kumpul kat rumah kakak ipar kat taman sri andalas..

I was still sitting alone.. blur on ape dah jadi.. & why?

He was in one curtain area.. I was sitting in the other.. xsanggup nak tgk arwah.. nurse bagi baju yg arwah pakai.. so I was holding that all the time..

hubby datang and say "please sit with him.. kesian dia sorang2 kat sebelah" and he grab baju arwah & cakap "dah2.."
He grab a chair & bawak me to the other side of the curtain.. so I sit beside him..

before that we both tgk arwah & hubby say this " tadi adik baby buka mata nak tgk daddy & mummy ye? (that time nama pun belum confirm.. so still call him 'adik baby') & yes.. mase die merengek2 tuh pujuk2 arwah kat sebelah, hubby duduk kat atas kepala & we both tgk die bukak mata.. actually hubby dah kate knape mata die nampak pelik but I yg kate "biasa la.. baru lahir.. ape yg pelik" :(

rase mase mlm tuh sgt panjang.. hubby pg balai polis nak buat report.. my brother in law, Cousin datang hospital... bapak dah book last flight nak dtg kl.. so kakak nnt dtg lpas sekali ambik bapak..

lepas dpt pelepasan bawak arwah balik.. we all bawak balik ke rumah kakak ipar..  

The 1st house yg arwah dtg & the last house die pegi..

mase tuh dah ramai dah org kat umah.. Parents in law dah sampai, my brother semua dah smpai.. yg tau that night hanya boleh baring.. xde ckap ape2 pun or dengan sesape pun.. Mama & mak pun suruh rehat.. x tgk pun arwah.. sbb setiap kali org datang bukak kain yg tutup arwah.. air mata mengalir.. 

Hari pengkebumian arwah, the next day

Plan kebumi sebelum pukul 10am.. sbb kat masjid ade kursus haji.. so kena cepat nak bawak sembahyang jenayah..

Org datang nak uruskan arwah.. bagi mandi & kapankan.. 

that time kakak ipar tanye nak tgk org tuh mandikan arwah x.. Just geleng kepala & duduk..

Urusan semua alhamdulillah lancar.. adik pun baru teringat nak ambik gambar as kenangan.. so ade la simpan gambar mase arwah dikapankan & dikebumi.. gambar mlm & mase arwah dimandikan xde..

       




























Some of gambar that day.. nih baru nak bawak ke masjid utk sembahyang Jenazah. Lepas Sembahyang jenazah, terus bawak ke Tanah Perkuburan Klang Selatan.



































Abg Ameer smpai sekarang kalau tengok kawasan tanah kubur, akan ckp "tuh syurga".. sbb we all ckp "adik baby pg syurga" & pernah ckp xnak pegi syurga sbb syurga ade pasir.. huhuhu

kenangan 2 hari yg klau teringat will still make me CRY.. :(

to write this post pun buat mata bergenang.. tp just something nnt boleh bagi Abg Ameer or Abg Ammar (he claims he's BABY now) untuk baca..





After lepas 100hari we all buat Nisan & kebuk..

Dear Adik baby,

Mummy, daddy & abg2 akan datang melawat adik baby ye..

Adik baby sentiasa dlm doa mummy.. Doakan mummy, daddy & abg2.

Tunggu mummy, daddy & abg2 ye sayang.. 

Salam rindu dari mummy.. 

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